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2022 Diary Entries

December 8, 2022 — Winter Break (Bit of a Heavy Entry)
I'm officially done with fall quarter of my senior year of college. I'm home for the next month, which I have mixed feelings about, but it's nice to get a big break like this. I've never had a winter break this long before.

I normally love the holidays, but they're going to be pretty rough this year. My grandpa died earlier this year, and he was the biggest part of the holidays for me. I always spend the week leading up to Christmas with him, preparing Christmas dinner with him and spending time with him. I'm still going over to help prepare for Christmas, but it's not going to be the same. It is hard, because it happened so suddenly, and I didn't know last year would be the last time I got to do this with him. I'm determined to make the best of the holidays, though, because there's still so many other great things that happen that I want to enjoy even if it will be bittersweet without my grandpa.

Cancer blows, man. There was 6 weeks between his diagnosis and his death. It's been rough, but I know he'd want the family to still have a good time this Christmas. I am very excited to see my relatives.

Mood:

Bittersweet


Listening to:

Not Blood Paint's discography on shuffle


Playing:

Nothing :(

December 5, 2022 — Finals (Redux)
This website has consumed all my free time, lol. I'm not complaining, because this is certainly more productive than playing video games all day. Gaming is fun until I start feeling bad that I haven't done anything creative in a long time. I think this website will be good for me, because it'll be an outlet for my all-consuming need to archive everything I love. I'm sure that entertaining that need isn't the healthiest option, but doing so through this website is healthier than what I was doing before, lol. I was diagnosed with OCD a few months ago, which explains a lot, and I think having a place that I have complete control over will help me deal with not having much control in real life. I've already found myself coping with OCD symptoms by working on this website, so that's a big improvement for me.

I still have one final to work on, and I am once again procrastinating by working on this website. It's due in 7 hours ... I'm almost finished, though. I've been working on it all day, but writing this essay fucking blows, so I've been breaking up the Agony by working on this website. I only have one page to go! I'll go write more now. And once my head feels like it's going to explode again I'll come back here for a bit. Foolproof plan.

Mood:

Pleasant


Listening to:

The Shape of a Brain


Playing:

Nothing :(

December 4, 2022 — Finals
I decided to make a page where I can ramble endlessly about random crap. Wahoo! I also made a dream journal, mainly because I've been keeping a dream journal for four years, and I had a scare recently where I almost lost the entire journal—almost 400 dreams total. So, I'm putting them here as an extra layer of security. There's a lot of dreams (mainly nightmares) that I won't share here, but I'll be slowly archiving everything else.

A lot of my dream journal entries are nonsensical, and I add details to these entries if I remember them, but a lot of the older ones are doomed to stay nonsensical forever. Not that I really expect anyone to actually go through and read my dreams, but y'know. You're free to if you want to, lmao.

Beyond that, I had a crazy night last night. My friend Colubrid and I were figuring out lyrics for every song in La Normalidad, and ... Long story short, Colubrid went down a massive rabbit hole that ended with him figuring out exactly what the album is about. He did all the 4000IQ discoveries, but I found the proof that he was correct! I found the exact audio clip that NBP sampled in "The Shape of a Brain," and the video the clip is from essentially proves that Colubrid was correct. At least, the connections he made are correct. I really want to write about this in detail, because my mind is absolutely blown, lol. I'll probably do that later, though. I still have one more final I need to write, and I've been procrastinating by working on this website ... Uh oh.

Mood:

Exhilerated


Listening to:

Maxwell's Daughter


Playing:

Nothing :(

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